| i am sorry i have basically fallen off the face of the earth. i love you very much. you are still my best friend. i want to know how things are going, where you are at, how you are doing, how life is going. you know who you are. i can give you my contact information. i miss you sooo freaking much. did you ever get my like 20 page letter?? i still want to come see you this summer. please respond to this giselle i love you so much. love your best friend danny. |
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| long distance relationships are so hard. i cry myself to sleep just about every night. how can one boy cause so much pain but so much happiness at the same time? i wish i knew. <3
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| i told him i liked him. he has yet to reply to my email, but my friend says he's been hinting around like crazy. i'm so nervous right now i'm almost sick. wish me luck, this was a big step (as you can probably tell by the post before this), so i'm worried and excited at the same time. thanks girls<3
*edit* he emailed me back....he likes me, and we are officially together now<33 :)
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| it’s like picking a peach that isn’t ripe yet. peaches are
amazing, but only if they’re ready. if it’s not, there’s no juice, and the
sweetness hasn’t fully developed yet, so it would be yucky to eat. that’s how i
feel about him. i have totally fallen for him, but he’s not ready yet. in time,
i think, he’ll be ready, and the whole thing will be sweet and amazing, but
because he’s not ready yet, i don’t want to pick the peach and dig in. it’ll
end up being a sour mess for me, and we’ll both end up damaged. and i don’t
want that. he’s an amazing friend, and i really don’t want to mess up what we
have going. it would be like eating an unripe peach. rather unpleasant. i guess
i’m too impatient. i wish ripening would come sooner than it is. but like a
peach, he won’t be ready until he’s ready. and until then i almost want to stay
away from the tree to avoid being tempted. i can’t though. for a peach tree to
grow and ripen faster, i have to be weeding out all the bad around it and
making sure it has what it needs. so if i can give him what i have to offer,
there’s a good chance he’ll ripen faster. if he sees i care for him, maybe that
will make him realize faster that he cares for me too. but there’s always a
risk. if he does realize i care, and the feeling isn’t mutual, he will probably
decide to break off so i don’t get too emotionally invested in something that
won’t happen—so he doesn’t have to end up hurting me when he says “no.” that’s
how amazing he is. i would still be sad…it would be like watching a bunch of
peaches fall off the tree. they’d be all bruised and messed up…i’d want to save
them, but it would be impossible to put them back on the tree. oh well. i want so
much to be with him, but i can’t until he’s ready. i guess i just have to keep waiting.
i'm trusting you/and
i'm taking the long way home/i'm leaving/It's not because of you/will you just
hold me tight/and never let me go/i know this whole things wrong/but baby,
we're invincible ♥
~~a rocket to the moon--baby we're invincible...the song that should be ours...
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